daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Ovaries and Despair

Brrrrr!

It's cold outside today!

My ovaries are hurting. Why, I don't know...I don't even really know if its my ovaries...it could be another part of my female anatomy....but something down there is causing little pain spasms. I just hope its not the start of a 300 pound tumor...like that lady on the news.

We shall see. I will keep you posted.

My life is pretty much the same. Trying to get the gonads to divorce my husband, but last night my daughter cried when he went back to Chicago. That's the problem. If it was just me I would leave in a heart beat...but it affects her. And I can fake being happy like no ones business. Don't get me wrong the prozac helps....but this gift of emotional deception comes from years of living in dysfunction junction.

Oh well...the really pathetic thing is I can't even seem to have an affair to make it all bearable.

God, I suck.

10:10 a.m. - 2004-12-01

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