daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Dreams About Jeff Buckley

Wow! I had the sweetest dream about Jeff Buckley last night....for some reason I have been dreaming about him and Pete Yorn lately. In the dream I was making love to Jeff Buckley, and I must say it was pretty good...not in an erotic way...just in a achey, gentle, love-making way....I wonder if he was that way in real life...who knows. It's a shame that he is no longer alive. All I know is that I had to listen to his music on the way into work ...and I think this dream is going to stay with me for awhile.

I talked with my brother last night and he is doing okay....I just get angry when someone I love gets hurt and there is nothing I can do about it. Plus this girl is just screwing with his head. I wish he could find someone to love him the way he loves...

You know what I miss about dating....is making out...I love kissing....I love the faces touching....I don't know why I just thought of that I think it must be the Jeff Buckley dream. and I miss the touching....its funny when you haven't been touched in a gentle, loving way for awhile and then someone out of the blue touches your hand or your hair, your body goes haywire and your knees get weak....and you ache to be touched some more. Not in a whore-ish kind of way (not that there is anything wrong with that) but more of caressing kind of touch.

Wow that dream really did affect me!

I better get to work...I don't want to get too carried away.

7:21 a.m. - 2003-06-13

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