daringtobe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It takes some sort of fearlessness to show your vulnerability It takes some sort of fearlessness to show your vulnerability....that is from Chris Whitley. And I would have to agree...it takes a certain amount of courage to share your weaknesses with someone or everyone....I hope as I get older, I will get better at that. I think my breakdown helped me realized that some of my demons were imaginary, created by myself....and that only I could get rid of them. It's funny, when you're scared of something, you do anything not to face it, you deny it, you hide from it, you change your whole personality to conceal it....but then when have to look at it head on...you realize that whatever pain you are in now, is nothing compared to the pain you put yourself through trying not to deal with it. I think of all the time I wasted....oh well, another thing that I have learned is to be less judgemental of people....nobody truly KNOWS what another has gone through and why they do what they do...and yeah, some people are just selfish....but some people are just trying to find their place in this world before they die....and is that so bad? I don't mean to get so philosophical this early in the morning, I was just thinking. On a lighter note: Orange Glazed Cake appears to have turned out okay....I will let you know about the taste of it tomorrow....we can't eat it until the birthday girl gets here. Bye Now! 7:37 a.m. - 2003-06-17 ******************************* |
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