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Better Today....Cake Was Good

I am in a much better mood today then I was last night....sometimes I feel like I'm not getting anywhere...staying in the same spot while others around me whiz by....plus my Mom has been bothering me. Why is it no matter how old you get, when you talk to your mother you become 12 again. I wish my Mom didn't make me feel bad about myself, but she does. She's not as mean as she used to be because I stand up to her a bit more then when I lived with her. I would rather live in my car then live with her now. I am not exaggerating. I wish I had the typical annoying mother, people don't get it when I complain about her because they don't know the whole story and I am not going to lay it all out there to people that I am not sure of or know well enough to trust. I just don't want to become her, please God don't let me become her! But today is today, and even if what I do is insigificant and meaningless in the grand scope of things, so be it, I am not ready yet to give up and die....so why not just live.

And on a lighter note:

Orange glazed cake a huge success! I will have to make it again. I think I would like to make a pie. I haven't determined what type yet....I am gravitating towards apple.

I am going out Friday night...with Russ's niece. She's one of the women that got cheated on by her husband. She doesn't really have any friends that live close by so I called Monday night to see how she was doing and asked if she wanted to do something Friday night and she said yes. She has a little baby and doesn't get to go out much...her Mom is going to babysit. I have no idea what we're going to do...she's a tad more mainstream then I am...I don't think we appreciate the same types of music....so we'll probably go see movie and grab something to eat. I hope I don't have to see the new Kate Hudson/Luke Wilson movie....but it is her night...I will let her choose. That's about it for me right now....oh yeah...it turns out the little Italian guy isn't gay....he has self esteem issues (little penis) and Obessive Complusive Tendencies real bad. He is getting hooked up with a girl that works at Mr. Goodcents...and she is quite the hottie from what I hear...you know what the funny thing is now...I kind of feel sorry for her ...I mean think about what their first romantic night is going to be like...I hope she doesn't walk away with any hurt feelings.

Bye for now.....

11:19 a.m. - 2003-06-18

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