daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Down Time with New Hamster

I'm back....I took a self imposed break from any contact with the outside world for a few days...but I am better now. Ready to deal with whatever comes my way! I miss my hamster....but I bought a new one...a tiny little one....so hopefully she will live a long life. I buried Mimi in the backyard inside of a shoe box next to a tree, I am sure she would have wanted it that way. I don't know why her passing upset me so......it just did. I hate that about life - what you think will upset you doesn't and what you think you could care less about can rip your heart out.

Oh well......

Nothing really much has been happening....trying to tame the new hamster....she has a visious temper...I like that....she has spunk! makes it hard to pet her though...been thinking a lot about life....and the point of it all.....not suicidal yet...just reflective. I am not ready to give up.

Oh yeah! I am going to lunch with my brother this Thursday to some CD store --- yippee ---- and I will buy some new tunes....that should put the spring back in to my step.

Oh in case you read this --- HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOOBOMB! :)

Talk to whomever later!

7:36 a.m. - 2003-07-15

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