daringtobe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- so sad.................. Howdy. Things are still bad and very tense but I am doing okay. For now. I am little punchy - everytime I start to relax something else bites me in the ass. But hey, whatever happens happens. I am going to stay centered and focus. I am not the same little girl my Mom used verbally abuse all those years. I know that her father was abusive to her, but at some point you take a stand, look really hard at yourself and say no more. I am really pissed that she was so mean to me that it affected me this way. I am not blaming her for everything thats wrong with me but she sure as hell hasn't helped. I just wish I had a normal Mom. The sad thing is...she thinks its me...she blames me for everything. so sad..... 7:35 a.m. - 2003-09-12 ******************************* |
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