daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Fighting the Good Fight

I don't know whats going to happen. When you are unstable things change almost faster for you then for anyone else. But I have broken from my parents for awhile. They have tried calling me but I am not picking up the phone. I am scared of them. I am scared that they will make me think this is all my fault all over again and the guilt and the manipulation will begin and I will get sucked into their black hole. I cannot allow that to happen. I may be damaged but I know what to do now...I just need the strength to continue with it.

Man my life is just one shitty experience after another......

oh well, again there are people that have it worse off then me....I should be grateful that I didn't end it all a year ago. I am still here fighting the good fight.

Bye for now!

10:07 a.m. - 2003-09-14

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