daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Aunt Flo

I am here and I am fine. There is still a major league knot in my stomach but I am here and making the best of it. I wish I things had been different in my life...I feel a lot older then I already am. But now I feel a strong sense of putting my family before anything else in my life. This thing with my parents made me realize how important it was to be a good mother...not that I'm a bad mother - but it made me realize how much I never want to hurt them the way I have been hurt. I want them to always know that I love them. And it is not conditional.

But anyway...my period started early because of all the stress - so I am bloated and cranky as all get out.

Life will get better, its gotta!

Talk again later.

7:43 p.m. - 2003-09-16

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