daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Wishing for a Goldie Hawn Mentality

I'm here - and feeling better. The funniest thing - I was watching an interview with Goldie Hawn on one of the news channels and I was really impressed by what she had to say. She has a great outlook on life.....I never really gave her much thought but she seems like she really has it altogether. I like it when your day is so sucking and then when you least expect it something will happen - some little, silly thing - and then you start to think it isn't so bad. And my life isn't really. The thing that is worrying me now is that I may have to increase my medication. I have been putting off telling my Doctor....I don't know why I fight it so...if it will help. It took me forever to get help and even now I grudgingly take the medicine and go to the appointments. But I am also scared I will revert back to the way I was, and that was Hell. Literally.

Wow - I started off talking about Goldie Hawn and ended with my mental illness. What an entry - heh?

7:39 a.m. - 2003-10-07

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