daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Waking Life

I went shopping today, with my mother. yay. It was okay...she's annoying as hell...but since she is a recovering alcoholic I will cut her some slack. But she is one mean selfish woman, who doesn't even realize it.

And luckily for me everyone in the mall was ten times more attractive then I could ever imagine myself to be and the flourescent lighting didn't help. I swear to God...I have never looked so bad as I did today in the upper level of the Jones Store Co. trying to find a denim skirt. It doesn't help that I have BDD, I just sound so fucking shallow talking about how bad I look.

But hey on to other things. I watched "Waking Life" with my brother last night....I really, really, liked it. It's comforting somehow to hear people questioning life, its purpose and their own philosphy on how to deal with it. And the animation was fantastic.

I really need to start watching my money though. I keep spending it on worthless random crap that I don't need that tickles my fancy at fleeting moment in time.

Someone needs the computer....gotta go!

Talk again later!

6:28 p.m. - 2003-10-12

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