daringtobe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Clarification Good Morning! I am here and doing okay. I am doing better with the husband leaving for a new job thing. I want to clarify a couple things for future entries...just because I am not in love with my husband doesn't mean I do not love him as a friend and the father of my child. I have come to realize that for me that is the way its going to be. Plus I get wicked crazy when I am "in love" - so this relationship that I have is really the best. I just wish I could stop thinking about sleeping with other men...but hey, doesn't everyone? The guy that I thought I was in love with last year is still living with his girlfriend and is very much in love with her. He broke his leg and she is gently and tenderly nursing him back to health. Putting his needs before hers. I guess everything did work out for the best there. I can't believe how screwed up in the head I made myself over him and his attentions. Another lesson learned the hard way for Becca. No matter how much older I get, there is still a part of me that is this awkard 13 year old girl...embarrassed and amazed by her feelings for the opposite sex. Oh well.....got to do some housework... Talk again later! 9:26 a.m. - 2003-10-18 ******************************* |
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