daringtobe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Split I am foolish and reckless on occasion and then I pull back frightened and scared, but each time I swim out a little further...I am afraid but excited to think that I may just have the courage or the stupidity to make it over the edge. I did something again. I split myself into two people and I rationalized what I was doing and made it palatable. Now I have cleaned up the mess my child self made. And I feel like I have been driving all night with the radio turned up and my head hanging out the car window singing. I smell of the outside and I haven't even left the house. Thats all I am going to say...don't worry no one was hurt...but myself...again. 7:41 p.m. - 2003-10-23 ******************************* |
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