daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Grand Scheme

It's Monday! I am very, very tired. very. My husband left yesterday. But all is well. My daughter is upset..but I have tried to keep her busy...we went to Toys R Us yesterday and we came just in time for some Halloween thing they were doing which involved a small group of parents and kids parading around the store singing and yelling out Happy Halloween when the music stopped. We participated in that....it felt almost surreal...I kept thinking any moment David Lynch is going to come out of one the stock rooms. But it made my daughter happy. Not much else to report...still pondering the meaning of my existance in the grand scheme of things....and wondering how grand the scheme really is.....

But hey at least the tickle in my throat from the other day turned out to be non-cancerous. See there is a somewhat bronze lining to every day...although if it was throat cancer it might be neat to talk through one of the voice boxes....I wondered if you can just buy them and use them without having cancer??? hmmmm...well I am just rambling so I am going to cut out.

Talk again later!

7:46 a.m. - 2003-10-27

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