daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Real Live Bleeding Fingers

Good Morning! I am at work. Thats about it for me....not much else to say. Except for the fact that I listened to Lucinda Williams on the way into work and truly enjoyed myself. I wish I had a gravelly voice and could write songs that good. I heard that she really admired Paul Westerberg...another good reason to like her. Oh yeah, I am getting paranoid that I am going to start having those complusions again now that my husband is gone. Its not that he provided strength or support for me....its just it was a comfort that someone could take care of the kids if I went off the deep end. Now theres no one. Things not so good with parents and my brother is working 2 shifts at work and is hardly home. My husband's family doesn't really know all that much about it and I don't really think they have ability to understand. Its not that they're stupid. For lack of a better way of putting it...they aren't exactly the deepest people out there. They are good people, don't get me wrong.....but they have a black and white way of looking at things....and a parent who has complusions or thoughts to hurt their own children would be considered evil in their book.

But I have said enough already.

Gotta go!

7:32 a.m. - 2003-11-06

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