daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Judging

I just read someone's diary...and they are in pain...I hate that. I hate the fact that no one really knows anyone and when you try to help it comes out trite and shitty. No one understands me and I don't understand you, not really. I can empathize with the best of them but until I live your life, how can I really know.

I have spent half my life trying to get into to peoples minds...hoping to find out their motivation, their reasons for doing the stuff they do or the reason they react the way they do. I have come close alot of times to really getting it...and the thing that I have decided is that there is no wrong or right way to feel or think...however you feel and however you think, you got there for a reason...a series of life events.

I used to hate the weakness in me...the part of me that is two faced and lies when I get scared of confrontation. I still do sometimes...but life is too short to continually judge yourself. I am tired of judging.

Later........

4:28 p.m. - 2003-11-23

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