daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Maybe Bad Maybe Good

well. I just may have done a bad thing. Its really hard to tell at this early stage. Remember "the guy" that I really had gotten over...it took long enough...but I had finally gotten there. Well the little dingle dork emailed me the other day. I emailed back, not too wordy just saying hi how ya doing - good to hear from you. Now he has called me and we have chatted for awhile....he is talking about his girl like they are not really together and he's asking about one of our co-workers - Mary (the hot one - but she's happily married). By the end of the phone conversation we had made plans to eat lunch next week - him, me, Mary and 2 other women from the office. I feel wierd about this.....I mean nothing happened between us...he's just a flirt....I mean sure I wanted to do him so bad it hurt - but that was awhile ago....I am almost sure he did not feel the same for me. I just don't know what it will feel like for me to see him again. In a way it should be all right since Mary will be there - and if I were a man I would hit on her.

So it should be okay, right????

Please someone reassure me..........

9:07 a.m. - 2003-12-18

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