daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Blow Job

Good Morning! Yesterday was an interesting day for me. I had lunch with that one guy. Which seemed a good idea at the time. What I wasn't expecting was how nervous I got. Like "dating" nervous. Thats not a good sign. I had lunch with him before and I didn't feel that way...but of course there were other people with us. He hinted that he is not having sex with his girlfriend...I hope he wasn't waiting for me to offer him a blow job in the parking lot. I really don't know what he thinks to tell you the truth....I think....he wants to screw around a little before settling down and it doesn't really matter with whom he does the screwing. But its not going to be me. I know he's a man whore but I can't help but feel really attracted to him...and its not due to his looks because to tell you the truth he is not all that....but there is some connection there....and I don't want to get all weird about this. Anyway...he'll find someone to tickle his pickle, of that I am sure. Then he will settle down.

I wish I could tell him settling down is completely overrated.

Oh well...he'll learn.

8:43 a.m. - 2004-01-14

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