daringtobe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Electric Oven Not much to write about...not alot to tell. Husband is in Chicago now and will be for about a week. I got his friend that likes to be urinated on a job where I work, and he's a really sweet guy. The guy who is having relationship problems because his girlfriend won't fuck him enough hasn't emailed me recently. You know, it used to be talking to him made me happy, now it just makes me sad. It makes me sad how I convince myself that I care about someone that shallow and narcisstic. God I want a man who challenges me mentally and spirtually, am I going to find that in my lifetime!?! Fuck no. I am going to die married to the man that I'm with now. He's happy by the way, I do a really good imitation of being happy. I've got everyone fooled. Sorry to sound angry. But I saw that movie Big Fish the other night with my brother and I thought when I was watching it what a waste my life has been. I wish life was like the movies, with the soundtrack and all. Now don't go thinking I'm putting my head in the oven or anything, I'm just reflecting. Besides our oven is electric. Talk again later! 8:06 p.m. - 2004-02-01 ******************************* |
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