daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Doctor, Doctor

Well today was quite a day. I had to take mom to the cardiologist, which went okay...if you disregard the utter disappointment and crying that occurred. She has to have major heart surgery but before the surgeon will even talk to her she has to get her teeth, privates and other body parts checked out. Their thinking is that she has to be infection free before they spend all this time and money putting a new heart valve in her. Now I just have to coordinate those appointments. Man its a lot of work. I don't mind helping my mother, she has no one else really. I guess the only thing I resent is that my husband doesn't help. He's gone most of the time and when he is home he is like a child. The man actually pouts. I hate men that pout...you can get pissed or mad but do not fucking pout.

Anyway I need a break...I think that is why I propositioned that guy...I knew I wouldn't do anything with him, but it was like sticking your toe in the deep end of the pool knowing you don't know how to swim. But luckily I was rejected....average looking girls like myself can't just pick someone to have an affair with don't you know.

Anyway...my brain is fried and I am going to take a nap before I have to pick up my son.

Oh yeah, chin up Rocking Chair....don't you like getting hit emotionally when you don't even see the punch being pulled? It really will all work out.

3:20 p.m. - 2004-09-21

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