daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Get through this or die!!!!

Howdy! I am working on a Saturday. Which is nice because it gets me away from husband. Let me get this straight, my husband is not an evil man, and it takes two people to make a relationship work and I have made my fair share of mistakes...but....I get tired of trying to please someone who has so little disregard for what makes me happy. He's a good father and that I am very thankful for. But as far as husbands go...I think he would make some meek, mild woman a nice husband, but for me, not so much.
Plus it doesn't help that I am not sexually attracted to him whatsoever.
I mean I know I have a sex drive because I want to have sex with other men, just not him.
I think I am just one of those individuals that can screw up any relationship that she's in. I wish I had the energy to want to try harder...but with everything with my Mom and our financial situation, and him living out of town and me having to do all the home stuff, I am worn out.

Enough whining! I will get through this. Or die, one of the two.

10:21 a.m. - 2004-09-25

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