daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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If I could, I would, give you my world

Today is another day.

One in which I have managed to pull a muscle in my crotch area. How I did it, I'll never know. It certainly wasn't due to anything sexual that's for sure.

One of my friends is on the verge of having an affair. Both parties involved are married. She is really angsting over it. I gave her as much advice as I could and I am the only person she has told so I feel the burden of not letting it on to anyone else that this is about to happen. The thing is that its really apparent that they have feelings for each other whenever they are together.....so I am sure someone, somewhere is going to catch on sooner or later.

Its funny how we wear our hearts our sleeves without even realizing it.
Part of me envies her...that someone is in love with her and she them...
But the other part is relieved that its not me...because in love someone always gets hurt. And when I'm involved its always me.

I'm just glad I've given up judging people....who's to say what any of us will do if the right circumstances present themselves.

But I am glad that there is no emotional torment in the horizon for me.

10:20 a.m. - 2004-10-08

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