daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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weakling

The women in my office have gone INSANE.
None of them can handle pressure very well and I know that I have my problems with it too....but its so odd because its not that I view what I am going through any worse than what someone else might have on their plate, but these are the same people that come around and ask if there is anything they can do to help and the next minute they are going apeshit on me.
The person the other day that told me I was sappy and emotional...says that I have complex where I want someone to rescue me. I guess in a way they are right...it just bothers me to think of myself as one of those women that needs to be saved. I don't need to be saved, I can always save myself, I just need someone to give me a leg up sometimes. It would be nice. Depending on who the leg belonged to, that is. I guess what I hate most of all is being perceived as weak. Sure I am deeply emotional at times and can get sappy sentimental about things when the moment strikes me....but does that make me weak???

I wish I knew.

11:27 a.m. - 2004-11-16

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