daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Push come to Shove

Okay, I'm better.

I think I was just delirious from exhaustion the other night.
Nothing really happened,as it turned it, it was all in my imagination. My stomach still feels squishy.

Mom's doctor appointment went well. She is not bleeding in her small intestine. I know everyone is happy to know that.

The only good point (well creepy good point) to her test yesterday was the doctor giving it to her checked out my cleavage. I got to quit wearing v necks.

And on another note, I think my hubby and I will eventually be divorcing. He is bringing up again the fact he wants another child.

I do not. Don't get me wrong, I love children, but I've been a parent since I was seventeen. I don't regret my decision to have my children but I am looking forward to some freedom as they get older. And lets face it, he doesn't really want a wife, what he wants is like an indentured servant who gives blow jobs.

I don't want to have another baby, I will leave him if he gives me an ultimatum.

I know now that I have it in me to leave if pushed.

Lets hope its after the holidays...

7:52 a.m. - 2004-11-30

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