daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Hell Bound

Good morning.

It's still cold.

I was quite dismayed with myself yesterday....for some reason I've become rather politically incorrect. Just in my head for the most part, but some are said out loud.
Here are some examples:

1. My gay friend in the office, when he starts to annoy me which is often, I quietly say "faggot, faggot" just like my daughter's old TeleTubbie doll used to say. I think the doll was trying to say "find it find it" but it sounded like "faggot, faggot". It gets him riled up everytime.
faggot faggot

2. As I was driving the other day I saw a group of mexican (and what I am assuming) migrant workers. The odd the thing about them was they were tiny. Out loud I said, "Look how cute! The tiniest mexican migrant workers in the world! " "Who's cute? you are, you are!"
I don't think they heard me. thank god.

3. When one of my friends came to work wearing a blazingly colorful mismatched outfit of pink, orange and purple, I asked for crab rangoon with my fried rice.

I am not proud of these outbursts. I won't even tell you about my impersonation of a mentally handicapped deaf person. Although it is quite amusing and I have gotten rather good at it.

I can't help myself. And its not like I am not compassionate or caring. Maybe I'm just passive/agressive. What I do know for sure is that I am going to hell.

8:09 a.m. - 2004-12-02

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