daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Oh so sleepy!

so sleepy!

I have to wake up.

You know that I have self esteem issues, that my mother is deathly ill, that I have a son who is autistic and a husband that is AWOL most of the time. I have a slew of OCD and BDD issues...(don't ask me about my chin or my nose)

With all of that said and done...life is life and things happen. I don't really know anymore if they happen for a reason, most of life is random and the only constant is how you choose to look at stuff.

I guess there is a part of me that is growing up now....I am not world weary or tired....I am just now knowing who I am.

There will always be things about me that I wish I could change. The first and foremost thing would be the internal belief that you have to be beautiful to be loved.

9:12 a.m. - 2004-12-15

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