daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Drunken Whores and me

Good Morning!

I am in a flux state where I can't make a decision if I tried.

What to eat, what to wear, where to go and what to do once I get there. All very difficult decisions for me right now.

I hate it when I get like this...it adds an extra 30 minutes to anything I am trying to accomplish.

Plus I am very clumsy today...I feel like I have enormous hands that keep knocking stuff over and dropping things. I should be performing at a Talking Heads concert.

I am going to try and not let the guy screw with my head anymore. Its not like he really had that much of a game plan doing that...I think when he gets bored and he wants to talk about himself he calls me.

And then because I'm me, and the least littlest bit of attention from him makes my heart pitty pat, I let him.
I've blocked his emails from my server and hopefully I won't answer my phone when he calls.

But of course I've got the will power of a drunken whore, so who knows how this will go.

Wish me luck!

9:07 a.m. - 2004-12-17

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