daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Looking for loving in all the wrong places

My husband wanted a blow job this morning.

I don't know what happens when he's sleeping to awaken him and give him the sudden urge to locate me and my mouth...maybe I don't want to know.

But this morning I said no.

Now there were many reasons for my denial of the oral gratification...

1. I was running late and had hit the snooze one too many times and I hardly had one eye open.

2. He looked less than attractive standing there without a shirt on, swollen belly and shorts that are so stretched out they look like a scooter skirt.

3. And I just don't care for the man to tell you the truth. He does absolutely nothing for me sexually. And believe you me I've tried.

He pouted of course and looked utterly disgusted.

And the part of me that always wants to please everyone all the time felt guilty. Briefly.

And to make me feel better, of course, I got an email from the guy this morning...he's just having a dandy of a time fornicating with both of his hot women.

yup.

Life is good.

8:01 a.m. - December 29, 2004

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