daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Reality

I am hooked on that new reality show on Bravo with all the designers. I think it�s called Runway.

Why I don�t know. Its not like I am fashion connoisseur or anything, it�s just amazing to watch truly creative neurotic people work with each other and try and create something. And to tell you the truth I like these people a whole lot more than most of the people that do reality shows.

And any reality show where they are not eating bugs or drinking urine for effect is top notch in my book.

On other news front, I found out that I have a PLANTAR FASCIITIS on my left foot that hurts like no ones bee wax when I try to walk first thing in the morning. I think I know the shoes that caused it�.but I just can�t get mad at them�they are too pretty! Now I have sole inserts and comfortable shoes. Next thing you know I will need a walker with those little tennis balls on the front legs.

Mom�s surgery has been scheduled for the 27th of January. I will take that day and the day after off from work. She is a truly mean and self absorbed person. But she is my Mommy. And that connection, no matter how strained and dysfunctional, is stronger than any of the flimsy relations I�ve managed to muster up since I was tot.

And that is what it truly comes to you know�.that is why family stays and friends come and go�.its the ones that we have the genetic and emotional connection with that we can never escape from. We do not choose these people�it is all happenstance and cosmic luck�but they are the people that will always be there. Whether we like it or not.

10:48 a.m. - January 06, 2005

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