daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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God I hate days like these.

It's one of those days where I could cry at the drop of a hat.

I guess with everything going on I've reached a breaking point and the music thing was the last straw.

But I hate crying. I really, really do.

To me it's a sign of weakness and if you read all of those office handbooks for women they all say do not cry! People will lose respect for you.

But here I am on the verge of tears and I just know anything will push me over the edge into red blotchy faceville.

I can't even listen to music to make me feel better.

8:10 a.m. - February 02, 2005

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