daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Tired and boring

Well I made it through yesterday.

whew...

My boss is being exceptionally nice to me. I think she realizes she's pissed me off...which is surprising that she noticed anything about me at all.

I am going to look for another job anyway though. I feel like making some changes in my life. I feel restless, old and boring. I hate feeling this way.

You want to know a real silly thing? I told the guy good bye and that I never wanted to hear from him, and I haven't.
I know he did not care for me...but I thought he would at least try to keep me as a friend....not that I expected him to, but its like you know whats best for you, but you still want to know that you made somewhat of an impression on someone....

But it is getting easier (a little bit) every day. I just have to hang in there.

Mom is home from the hospital and if she shows me her incision again without her bra on I am going to have to say something.

She is very weak, and I think they released her a little too soon, but what are you going to do?

We have a butt load of follow up visits.

Thats it for me. Its too early in the morning for me to talk anymore.

4:14 a.m. - February 04, 2005

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