daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Knowing

I've been absent the last couple of days due to some bad news regarding my Mom and the fact that life, in general, has taken upon itself to beat the shit out of me.

So many things to tell, so little time.

I feel old and fat and not worth much of anything.

People always try and make you feel better when you get this way, they tell you that you are fine and that you have great personality.

Great Personality.

Yup.

I am feeling better already.

This always happens when I start to feel good about myself, then the stresses of life wear me down and I can't help but think when I look in the mirror..what an ugly girl. Or of late, what an ugly old woman.

Knowing how you should feel and what you actually feel are two different things.

11:22 a.m. - February 27, 2005

*******************************

previous next