daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Dog Days

Saw some pictures of me last night.

That was enough to throw me into a tizzy.

Why is it that when I see myself I see ugly and fat.

Surely it must be because I am�.sometimes I convince myself that it is all in my head�but come on�.

I mean look at the facts, when you actively look to have an affair and no one takes you up on the offer you must be ugly.

I am trying to get to the place right now where I don�t care one way or another�.but it�s hard to find my asexual place.

I think it would be easier if I was an earthworm.

10:54 a.m. - March 03, 2005

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