daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Delusions

You know its going to be an exceptionally bad day when your husband scares the be-Jesus out of you inquiring about a 500.00 cash advance you took out on your credit card.

Actually it�s his credit cart too. And no I did not take out 500.00 for illegal drugs or gambling. It was to cover some checks I had written that I thought maybe would hit my account too soon.

But anyway�my husband has been on my ass big time over the amount of money I spend. So I was like a deer caught in head lights this morning. Plus he really did scare me. You know how you get into that mode in the morning where you believe that you are the only one awake and you are deep in thought or what not and then you hear this voice and see this short little fat man (without a shirt on) standing there asking you about the credit card bill. I am just glad I didn�t piss myself.

And how did I treat this new stress? The same as I do the other ones�I ate. I ate two pop tarts and a bowl of Cocoa Puffs. My stomach is a tad upset now. I am surprised I haven�t gone into a sugar coma.

And besides all of that�.the little audit guy is gone. He wasn�t really attracted to me. It was all in my head.

The bad part of being delusional is that it�s not real.

Shame really.

8:49 a.m. - August 31, 2005

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