daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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I got so many reasons...so many seasons

There are things in this world that are beyond our control. We try and control them anyway; who we love, when we die, what happens to the people we care about when they are away from us.
The world as I see it is nothing more than a cosmic snow globe in which we try to make it as long as we can before everything gets shaken up again.

I am getting tried of digging my toes into the dirt and holding on for dear life�and I am also tired of rushing through mediocre moments trying to get to the soul rendering ones.
Right here and right now is where I am at. No more looking ahead, hoping that something brilliant is about to happen. This is who I am�for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer. I am my best friend and my worst enemy and will continue to try and figure out who the fuck I am, but instead of treating that like a bad thing, I going to appreciate the journey. I may never be the person I think I am, so what. I am enjoying the process of becoming comfortable with my skin.

9:55 a.m. - February 13, 2006

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