daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Headache and Crotch Fire!

So it appears that after several months of emailing back and forth me and the "guy" have begun some kind of smutty dialogue. He has a girl by the way and all is on the up and up, it's more like asking sexual questions and him telling me about is his encounters of the past....

Now I am trying to look at this objectively. I hear you laughing so stop. Anyway I told him we were just friends...but we keep talking about sex. Now does that mean we want to sleep together...let me rephrase does that mean he wants to sleep with ME. I would think if you weren't even remotely attracted to a girl you wouldn't keep emailing her talking smut and saying how your sex partner isn't up to snuff.
But I am rather thick headed. So I don't know. I mean I am not vested in him emotionally like I once was but he does get my palms sweaty, and I would really, really, really, really, REALLY like to see him naked.
But then again he says things that make me think he's not wanting to. and then he says things like he does.

my head hurts.

and my crotch is on FIRE!

2:40 p.m. - February 21, 2006

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