daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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I'm Burning Up for your Love....

I keep running these fevers that I have no idea where they are coming from.

Like tonight...I get sicker than a dog and then I'm fine but I feel weak.

Sure my OCD tells me that I am DYING but for now I'd like to think its just a mental thing.....me like it better mental.

What scares me the most is cancer. Cancer has pretty much killed every person in my family....so its not will I get cancer its just which one.....

My grandmother had brain tumors...and several others had uterine and other female types and forms....thankfully my boobs and uterous are doing fine.

And if its not too much to ask, I don't want a tumor that weighs over 100 pounds that I have to buy pants for either.

I am so picky about my ultimate demise and discomfort.

6:34 p.m. - March 12, 2006

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