daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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cocksucker

today was bad.

I'm not going to say it was the worse I've had...because I am becoming redundant in this blog of mine but I will say it is the first time in a long time I felt like crying and its not even pre period time.

that says a lot.

I won't go into what made my throat swell up with tears...because whats the point.

vaguely speaking its because I motherfucking love a guy that doesn't motherfucking love me back.

Today was only different because I was reminded of this again rather harshly.

its my own fault...I can't make it stop and I want it to.

I think I'm crying now.

cocksucker.

there I feel better now.

4:55 p.m. - May 08, 2006

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