daringtobe's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- cocksucker today was bad. I'm not going to say it was the worse I've had...because I am becoming redundant in this blog of mine but I will say it is the first time in a long time I felt like crying and its not even pre period time. that says a lot. I won't go into what made my throat swell up with tears...because whats the point. vaguely speaking its because I motherfucking love a guy that doesn't motherfucking love me back. Today was only different because I was reminded of this again rather harshly. its my own fault...I can't make it stop and I want it to. I think I'm crying now. cocksucker. there I feel better now. 4:55 p.m. - May 08, 2006 ******************************* |
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