daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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I'm back....yesterday was a bit odd...I got an email from someone that I wasn't expecting and it brought back some old feelings and memories that are still kind of raw. And I know that the person sending the email does not even know what damage has been done....but I played it off in my reply back...nonchalant like I wasn't upset...I shouldn't get a reply back from them. You know what the sad thing is.....I know it is better for me and I know its the right thing if they don't email me again....but there is this part of me that wants them to anyway....sad isn't it???? I am one pretty sad individual.....

I listened to the sweetest songs on the way home from work last night...and I am doing okay today....but I still miss them....I wished they missed me as much.

bye for now!

10:01 a.m. - 2003-06-26

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