daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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More Medicine Please

Hidey Ho! I just got back from shopping and eating ice cream. Sounds fun doesn't it? I am doing better..but now I have to ask my doctor if I need more of what I'm taking or some "drug enhancers" - his words not mine - I am dreading taking more medication even though right now I can behave irrationally and become depressed I feel that I might lose part of personality if I go on more medication. But hey, maybe my personality isn't all that great anyway.

But I am still here, hanging in there. I've done some things, and I won't go into detail, the last several days that I feel embarrassed by....I wish I could control myself more....when I start doing things like what I've done..I just make an ass out of myself. I hate for people I don't hardly know, to see that I'm off center, you know. Oh well.

I will talk again later.

6:31 p.m. - 2003-08-02

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