daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Flab of Skin

Oh yeah baby - I am back at work listening to 14 songs by Paul Westerberg - rockin the day away. Just finished a cup of coffee and now I am complusively eating Wint-O-Green mints. I smell like BenGay.

You want to know something silly - I am obsessing about this piece of skin under my chin...to me it looks fat and makes my face huge. I love BDD...I keep pushing it and looking at it in the mirror. I've asked other people to look at and give me their feedback. Hell I should start a website about it!

When people are talking to me I think they are staring at it. I should doodle a little face on it....a smiley one...so when I start looking at the frigging thing in the mirror telling myself how replusive I am because of it, at least IT will look happy.

Well, back to work.

8:56 a.m. - 2003-11-12

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