daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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If I were a Man....

Hello! I had busy night last night. My husband and I went out with some friends and a good time was had by all. And yes I did have to have sex with my husband upon his return. I think its expected. I mean it would have been cold of me to say, hey I would rather not. So I did. I just wish I was more attracted to him then I am.

I think I have put the other guy in perspective now that I have had some time to ponder about it. And it will be a fun lunch, I don't think I feel the same way about him anymore. I just don't want all those old feelings stirred up again, especially when its oh so obvisious he wants to fuck Mary. And I like Mary. Like I said before, if I was a guy, I would want to fuck Mary. If you met Mary you would want to fuck her too. She's very nice and very exotic looking. But no one wants to watch someone they girded their loins for hitting on someone else. It just doesn't do much for the old self esteem. But I can't stop myself from wanting to see him again. Pathetic, huh?

I just wish I could have licked his entire body. Its the fantasy I have. I am fully clothed while I lick every inch of his body. Sucking would be involved too.

For my sake, I hope he's become ugly.

10:28 a.m. - 2003-12-20

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