daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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nickel

My leg is all fidgety due to the massive amounts of caffiene I've consumed in relatively short period of time. I had lunch with the guy yesterday afternoon...and it went surprisingly well...I think that he was the most geniune that I have seen him...and of course he's been working out so he looked good. I started sweating like a nervous school girl. He dropped me off in front of my work and asked me to email him at his personal email address if I ever needed him.....hmmmmmm....I have know I idea what that means....gee I want it to mean that even though nothing can ever happen between us he still wants to be around me and sometimes thinks about having sex with me....is that wrong???

probably...is it how I feel...most definitely...oh well...If I had a nickel for everything I ever wanted that I didn't get.....

And kinda in the same vein my friend Tracy...a gay young man who always had thing for the guy - emailed him and asked him if he wanted to get together orally...nudge, nudge, wink, wink. Who knows how that will turn out....you know you have good taste in men when the gay men like them too!

On that note...I bid you all good day!

11:02 a.m. - 2004-03-16

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