daringtobe's Diaryland Diary

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Emotional Hide and Seek

I've started keeping written journals at my desk at work to take the place of the online blog.

I really have no format to speak of...sometimes I just put a lot of swear words down.

it makes me feel powerful to write cocksucker.

of course I'm paranoid now someone will read them.

my worse fear is that I will die in a car crash and my family will have to clean out my belongings from my office and they will find these decadent diaries.

I don't like the people I know, knowing who I really am.

I don't think they would like the real me.

5:12 p.m. - May 07, 2006

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